yeah! finally a new layout! with SHINee *3*
made some icons and edited some found icons for this an now..I'll go to sleep XD' it's late and tomorrow is work! >_<

so, bye bye ♥

finally a new entry :D

cosplay:
YOSH! animagic was big success!!
here the pics >DD
Pretty Cure wiz Milsch as Precure Marine X///3
( pics >D )

it was so much fun! every single time we stopped someone came and asked for a pic and when we posed, another bunch of people made pics XD'
the shoes were HELL! but we survived!

( more pics >D )

This one was with katzi X3
this cos was relaxed...the only thing was that the wings were a little difficult to handle DX
and after con I need to fix some things >>'



other things...from time to time ^^'

um...so much stuff had happend through the days I didn't post here >_<

life:
i have to pay something to the association, where I have my flat. it's kind of hard to describe it understandable...but I try. so this association let live people like students or trainees live here with only paying the rent. usually you have to pay deposit. but in an association you have to buy some pieces like stock to become a member, that can live in the flats. and while my time as a trainee is over...I have to pay this stuff.
but I can't! I don't have enough money to do so...that's really annoying! when I had a chat with someone from the association about that, she told me, that I can't live here even a half year without paying that stuff. I did for 2,5 years until now! I don't earn enough money so I get money from the job center...WTFH do I have to pay this, when I can pay the rent every month?? THIS is really ANNOYING!!
on tuesday I go to jobcenter to leave the papers...we'll see ho long it'll take...hopefully they pay for my sake to stay here!
I don't have the time, to search for a new flat!! and I don't want to move >_< I like my flat ;__;

cosplay:
I'm still in the progress for pretty cure heartcatch (precure blossom)...today wasn't really successful... T__T
I painted my shoes today XD'


this is the bow for the wig :3

study:
I was at udk today! I really want to study fashion design there *.* it's really cool there!! some pics that really impressed me *.*


katzi tried to cheer me up, 'cause I wasn't feeling very well this morning


fandom:
I was listening to new 12012 album and new pv >///< owwwww dear cute watu ;3; I really want to buy it...but...no money (s.o.) T__T
when I first saw, that the intro is "SADNESS" I was a little irritated...why sadness? ;0;
I like the pv for "just the way you are..." *.* it's really different from others. and watu looks quite nice X///3
"gossamer" rarely aggressive one!  nice to hear, that they still can do so >D
瑠璃 < little story to this one: katzi was here and the first notes came and she so "I like that!!" XDD I like it too X3♥
I definitly love the singles♥ 薄紅と雨, TATTOO, The Pain Of Catastrophe
"Confession" was...I like the song, but the rest is a little confusing oô nearly 20 minutes...over 10 left with nothing '__'v
the other songs...I can't remember yet XD'

I don't even have the money, to get my ayu box ;__________;

health:
my nose hurts, to much sneezing and stuff ;__;

now I go to bed >_<
oyasumi <3

soooo the result of the patchwork course on the weekend

5 pillow things with owls X3


( Feivel Späääääm XD )

a really fitting scissor for me ♥



( sake & watu späääääämerei X3♥ ) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 

the view after work yesterday
some sun behind the big clouds >_<

today...was really hot! my pants were black to light grey...and the sun was shining that much, that my legs burn! o__o
really nice, that it was finally a warm day today!
tomorrow will be the same and saturday hopefully, too!

some wishes from yesterday were granted: 1st - sun, 2nd - there was enough to do at work!
hopefully the others will come true too X3

- open a fashion store with katzi
- no cold anymore
- going to vivid concert in paris

tomorrow...we're only two at the store >-<
will be hard...but possible...we need a new salesclerk! definitly! but no one wants to work in the shop T__T

on saturday is japan festival :D
will be hard too >>' but possible...
I'm happy that katzi  will come with me, dressed lolita again >D


I like this pic of sakae ♥
he's so cute X///3

sakae and wataru are smelling >_<
I need to clean the cage...but without bedding not possible >_< need to buy new one tomorrow AND some new food >_<
yesterday I bought ruccola...there was a moth inside x__X dead...really disgusting!
I cleaned my kitchen...now it's really late >-< but my room doesn't look good -.- but I'm tired...katzi will go off too

um...I want to talk to zen and ruki again ;__; *miss*

I'm really considering to try to study fashio design again >_< I can't stand this anymore...knowing only half of everything >>' it sucks! but I dunno if it'll be enough only want to do this...aki said it's really hard...but kao is kidn of relaxed o__Ov
I'm so confused @@
but for my sake...now is not enough for me >_< I really do love my job 'cause I can make people happy with it, ut staying as a salesclerk all my life when I'm now 24?? it can't be only this T__T

I do think too much!

*went off to bed*

by bl4ckston3

01. Compose a list of YOUR top ten favorite famous men.
02. Collect one picture of each guy on your list.
03. Post them in your journal.
04. Tag five people to do the same.


it's not as easy as it sounds >_<

( rawwwwwr... X3 )

sou desu ne o__ov
really surprising how far away tora landed XD'
( spam! )

tag!
rurin
kanrakuen
demoiselle_aki
kaz_uki
simamototao
...
to bad..I don't know anyone more XD' yu was already done with this meme, and zen tagged me..so..zen tagged more so it'll be balanced XDD I found someone else X'D

ms. flower dots aka me & ryo aka schaf X3♥

hopefully I'll get some other pics soon >-<
that was the only one on my phone, where I did not look as bad as I felt after 2 days without sleep XD'

 
my sweethearts!
and new carpet! at first 2 pics, there's the old one! and the red carpet is the new one *__*♥

just a random post XD'
*go on sewing*

1.       Odoroki [Suprise]

 

( So it begins... )

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okay~ I'm done with first chapter in english x__x wasn't that easy, but possible! so the next 9 chapters will follow ... soon XD'
this is specially for bl4ckston3 who wanted to read something so badly XD
so here ya go :D
and be kind to me, 'cause first one in english...it's not so easy to translate everything into english >_<
thx to schaf for beta-reading >D♥

yeah, yesterday was lo~ng
kao and loki didn't want me to sleep TT
finally at nearly 3 o'clock they got off and I was really fast asleep x__x

woke up at 9 >>' too early!! but nice weather caught me out of bed °__°
finally I should clean the cage..so the bunnys won't stink anymore D'X

and then I need to get the sizes how new furnitires would fit in my room! better parceling out...more space >_<
and when my parents come, we'll going to change the carpet and stuff...really exhausting weekend o__o
but hopefully I feel more better here :3
AND a new bed onegaishimasu!!! >_<
it hurts when I'm lying in my bed >>'
I'm so thankful to my parents ;__;

and I'm really excited *_* I will go "home" in 3 weeks *0*
I need the key from nami >>' kao will look after my bunnys :3

sakae seems like freakin' out o__O she's running and jumping like crazy XDD

I like it when the sun shines on me~